Well this morning I woke up with cramps! I shouldn't be complaining because I NEVER get cramps but maybe once a year and I should be grateful that I'm not one of those women who get horrible cramps all the time. To be honest my cramps are probably mind compared to most but since I hardly ever get them they hurt and are annoying. So I'm going to focus on positive... Once I go to the store and buy some Midol the will immediately go away and I will be just fine and dandy.m =) But I am proud of myself because even with these cramps and the strong desire to skip the gym, I went anyway and soldiered on! I mean I do have a birthday party next weekend and I need to look good.
Still looking for a job; in March I will have been unemployed for a whole year. I have been searching everyday and networking as well. I'm really trying to get a job doing something that I love which is makeup. I don't care if I only make $10, if I can do makeup I will be happy.
Trying to work on the whole "Law of Attraction" thing. When I put my mind to it and really focus it seems to work pretty well. But I've been lazy I'll admit and I haven't really been applying it like I should.
Basically it says it really helps to focus by writing down your desires because when you are writing you are putting forth a lot of focus into what you are writing. So here it is, I'm writing (typing) and focusing on MONEY! Money and Career! I want both and I don't want both to come from the same place, well I do but I don't. I want a good job that I will love and be happy doing something that I love while making lots of money, but I also want more money in addition to the job! Maybe more freelance opportunities? Maybe win some sort of jackpot, like at the casino or the lotto for instance? Or even a HUGE tax refund! *wink*
Wow all this talk of money and makeup is starting to make my cramps go away! LOL
Speaking of makeup, have I mentioned that I'm an addict and it's my drug. And like a drug addict who craves their drug and will spend their last dollar to get a fix, I just spend $50 on pigments two days ago that I totally can't afford!
But that's all good cause in my mind, I'm going to totally either get a job or come into some money next week so it will balance it out and everything will be ok. Right?
12:16 p.m. - 2009-01-16
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